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I'm afraid I will ruin him

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I’m afraid I’ll ruin him. My greatest fear is losing Felix to a force greater than myself. It was because of my weakness I lost my family, and who’s to say I’m any stronger now? Fear allows demons to overtake you, and I've felt them creeping closer every day. It’s my fault if he dies because I was weak and couldn't protect him. It’s as if I killed him myself. So work every day to protect what is precious in my life. But fear still lurks in the dark depths of my mind that I can’t protect the person who showed me light, who saved me from the life I forced upon myself. Living with the burden of what you could have done is far worse than death. The weight of losing Felix if I had the power to save him would kill me in the long haul. I would forsake myself if no one else would. Self-incrimination hit the hardest. But no punishment could make up for the not having the power to protect the people you love.
A short thing written from my characters point of view about my friend's ( :iconnokomismoondreamer: ) character. 
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D'aww ^.^
This is so sweet!
Good job, sis!